Thoughts on going home

Does the preparing ever end? Sometimes I how my mind works and just thinks of things to get done. I've been impressed with how much my mind has been able to organize and still continue to get work done here. I actually think I find myself more productive all around when I need to get stuff done in the states and here in Poland. I have slowly been preparing but recently things have taken off. :) In about 30 minutes it will be 2 weeks until I go home so I understand why I have more and more to do.

I have been pretty nervous to come home. I have been thrilled to go places and eat certain things and shop at certain places and be able to speak at a normal speed. ;) But seeing people what has made me a little nervous. I am excited that's for sure, but a week or two ago it hit me that things are going to be different. I have thought about things being different since I've been here BUT it's been 10 months. I didn't realize how long that has been. I still don't think I have grasped how long that was. It in a lot of ways feels like I was just there. I don't think I've ever been gone so long from Colorado. Even in college I'd come back on breaks even for just a week or two. Let's just say that my dreams are pretty humorous as to what it's filling in for changes.

Well, I did a little work to help me relax and prepare. I contacted a friend in the states and I was given great advice about coming back! And then the other day it was repeated from our new intern. Not only have people back home changed...but I have too. I hadn't thought of it that way. I know I've changed but didn't think about how much. Even now thinking about that makes me smile. And also Jo shared with me about how she's excited to come back and hear people "stories" from the past however long it's been. I found an article on reverse culture shock and I think it has also helped me.

I do have quite a few things planned while I am home but I want to remember to take time for myself AND that there will be down times when people won't be able to hang out...and that's okay. All in all I am doing great with coming home. I have two suitcases prepped and ready for clothes...Please pray that I continue to get ready physically, mentally, and spiritually. :) Love you all and see many of you soon!