Low Man...

While I have been living here in Poland I have been learning somethings about myself. At Christmas I didn't really think I was learning things about myself but I am seeing that I really am. I like responsibility. I like being entrusted with things to get done. I recently had to put together this English curriculum for camps and while it was a lot of work I knew I could do it. But overall lately I feel like I have very little responsibility. I feel kind of useless. Right now I'd say I have hardly any responsibility. Next week I am hoping that teaching english at both schools will help me feel better but not having much responsibility makes me feel lazy and causes me to want to do nothing. Does that make sense? I know that is a weird way to describe it, but I lack better words to explain it all. :)

I need to find some energy...