Settling Down

I have to say that I haven't put a lot of effort into this area of my life. I think that is pretty obvious since I sold all of my stuff and moved to Poland. :) But recently I have been thinking more and more about this phrase and what it means in my life. And I am still not sure.

Here in Poland they love to think about people getting married and setting people up. They think everyone should be married. :) For me settling down doesn't necessarily mean being married, but it might. All I know is that lately I've been feeling like I wish I was more settled. Maybe it's because I'm constantly going, maybe isn't because I see how happy my siblings are, maybe because a majority of my friends are that way or are wanting that. For me though I don't think I'll be settled for a long time. This kind of makes me sad, but this is also what I've asked for.

I have always hung out and had friends that were older than me. I thought that it was nice that they had a place to live and then they could travel and do other things but always go back to their places. I use to think that this was boring and unfulfilling...yet that lifestyle is the one I am craving. I don't know what my future holds and I don't know where I'll be or what I'll be doing. Right now I just know that I am unsettled. :)